I kinda really love this. And want it. So very adorable and sweet.

Lately nothing has been going my way and I am feeling depressed and overwhelmed and just bad in general. I keep thinking things will pick up, but how long should a person have to wait? I guess some of it is my fault, but blah! I got a ticket yesterday for pastdue tags. New tags for my car cost about $300. I don’t have $300. I won’t have that any time soon either. The ticket is like over $100. sigh. And I haven’t finished my stuff for Plush You either. I have two that are possibilities and I am working on a squid right now that I think will come out nicely. I’d like to make about 4 more things so I have choice, but I am either really busy or feeling so down on myself that I just can’t work. I told Ravi that he is my muse and needs to be there while I am working, which I am sure he hates, but… having company is so nice. I think when I am feeling happy and light, I don’t mind being alone. But at times when I am feeling down I just hate being alone. I cry when I am alone.

Okay enough of that. This is a drawing I recently did, scanned in and colored digitally. I like the way it came out and if I had the time ( or money) I’d love to have a few printed as postcards with my website on the back to send along with my stuff to Plush You. Ah well.. perhaps I can send the plushies in by the deadline and send the postcards in before the show.

The girl who sells these on etsy finally got more and I ordered some up right away! I love them, they are so adorable. They are still in a little box at Ravi’s place (cuz I don’t know my address so I have stuff shipped to him) but soon they will be photographed at my place, looking adorable. In any case, life throw me a bone already. I’m really starting to wonder if my karma is that bad…